Blaze-Of-Glory

Keep on laughing, Interupt me for a while, Mesmerize me with your smile. Now that you can stand by me, I'm shining down on what I used to be, Finally free from non reflected feelings, Free to discover the rest with you, Free to be my best around you. I'll forgive but never forget, Happy to live without regret, At times I've confided in you, Everything I said was true, I still cherish the day we met. I'll be your strength, In dark times light, In hard times hope, And I'll break your fall, When you can't cope.

Another sleepless night, The pain is like a cancer, Eating away at my core, Fake smiles are a placebo, I cant take much more. All I can do is fade away, Carve the veins to see how it feels, To hold a wound that never heals, The agony flows sweetly down, One more stain on the ground. A world of strangers passes me by, Hard to see through all the lies, Overflowing with polite replies "i'm fine" I smile and bolster it inside, I'm everything i've ever despised. Whatever I choose to say, Can't take it all away, Or replace what you took from me, I can't live my life a walking scar, It's better off this way. Everything becomes so

I scream your name, Blackened, By absence of reason, Words echo through the ages, Silence and sorrow. Every sunrise, Another step from heaven, Further from salvation, Cast out from beyond, For selfless acts of compassion. Every sunset, Another inch to the blade, One more rotation, In the downward spiral, Dragging me further from sanity. Every breath, Ejecting what you left behind, Half a heart, Blackened, By absence of reason.

A heart ablaze, fuelled by your apathy, To the rest of the world, A surface unscathed, They can't feel the fire inside. It seems to be, All i can do is wrong, I reached out for something, And now you're gone, More tinder to the inferno. I knew peace in your arms, Your soothing touch, Kept me from harm, And now you're gone, I'm scorching to hold you. I still pray to taste your tears, the only way to fight the fire, Each drop brings tranquillity, And quenches my thirst for you, Points me in the right direction. I burn for sweet release, But I cant control the flames, I'll seal the pain inside, I'll burn for aeons, Withou

Breath with me, forever, Take me in, unbroken, Fractured through it all, Rapture and heartache, How much can i take? The remains of me, Longing to break. A cold existance, Day by day, Everything i've done, Was for you, Take it all away. Collect the peices, Compose me again, Breath life with your kiss, Give warmth with your fingertips, Crush desire with words.

It's nights like this, when the words dont rhyme, i think about the good times But things arent the same does she even remember my name? It's hard for her to see, im an echo of what i used to be, Ever since the first time, Ever since her first lie, cant she tell im empty inside? I'll still be there, A rag doll that bleeds, But she wont care, every glance a million daggers, every word an endless ladder, I know she's there, over the horizon, her golden hair, every memory a new prison, is she thinking of him? i remember the look in her eyes, Cerulean with a hint of hate, She says "your like all the other guys" We fight and

All the things i've left unsaid, All the things i havent done, Its seems it was all a game to you, A game that I could never have won. This is how it feels to be dead. Hard to see whats passing me by, When I cant tell truth from lies, Everything i've ever felt, Is washed away by tears, Every day is a new hell. My thoughts are a puzzle, Your touch is the key, Unlock it all and see, The pain starts to fade, But it's still so hard for me. Every day i'll see your face, An Angel fallen from grace, I'll hold back the tears, Because i dont want you to see, What it is you do to me. Hard to see what's passing me by, When I cant te